Stenli disappeared on 21. 7. 2017. We never found him or any remains. We spent 13 years side by side. I am still searching for him and he is still very present. Stenli is becoming a metaphor for my utopic search of a home. He lives in my inner world as well as in forrest, river, sky, at night and all the elements that are us. Also in connection with the people we both considered as a part of our pack.